02/12/2006, 08:17 AM
HES AS DAMNED AS HE SEEMS
MORE HEAVEN THEN A HEART COULD HOLD
BUT IF I TRIED TO SAVE HIM
MY WHOLE WORLD WOULD CAVE IN
BUT IF I COULD HOLD ON THRU THE TEARS AND THE LAUGHTER
WOULD IT BE BEAUTIFUL
OR A BEAUTIFUL DISASTER.
I DONT KNOW WHAT HES AFTER
BUT HES SO BEAUTIFUL
HES SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DISASTER.
HES NEVER ENOUGH
BUT AND STILL HES MORE THAN I CAN TAKE.
BUT WHAT I DONT KNOW
I DONT KNOW WHAT HES AFTER
HES SO BEAUTIFUL
HES SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DISASTER.....
ITS LIKE YOUR A DRUG
ITS LIKE YOUR A DEMON I CANT FACE DOWN
ITS LIKE IM STUCK
ITS LIKE IM RUNNING FROM U ALL THE TIME
ITS LIKE YOUR A LEACH
SUCKING THE LIFE FROM ME
ITS LIKE I CANT BREATH WITH OUT U INSIDE OF ME
ITS LIKE I CANT BREATH ITS LIKE I CANT SEE ANYTHING
NOTHING BUT U
ITS LIKE I CANT THINK WITHOUT U INTERUPTING ME
IN MY THOUGHTS
IN MY DREAMS
UVE TAKEN OVER ME
ITS LIKE IM NOT ME
ITS LIKE IM LOST
ITS LIKE IM GIVING UP SLOWING
ITS UR A GHOST THATS HAUNTING ME
LEAVE ME ALONE
IM HOOKED ON
I NEED A FIX I CANT TAKE IT
JUST ONE MORE HIT I PROMISE
I CAN DEAL WITH IT
ILL HANDLE IT
QUIT IT
JUST ONE MORE TIME THEN THATS IT
JUST ONE MORE TIME TO GET ME THRU THIS
IM ADDICTED TO U......
WOKE UP TODAY
WOKE UP WIDE AWAKE
IN AN EMPTY BED
STARING AT AN EMPTY ROOM
AND NOW DYING DOESNT SEEM SO CRUEL
AND OH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
AND I DONT KNOW ANYWAY, ANYMORE
I HATE MYSELF FOR LOSING U
IM SEEIN IT ALL SO CLEAR
I HATE MYSELF FOR LOSING U
WHAT DO U DO WHEN U LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND STARING AT U IS WHY HES NOT HERE.....
U GOT WHAT U DESERVE
I HOPE UR HAPPY NOW
CAUSE EVERYTIME I THINK OF U WITH HER ITS KILLIN ME INSIDE
NOW I DREAD EACH DAY KNOWIN I CANT BE SAVED FROM THE LONELYLESS OF LIVING WITHOUT U
OH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
DONT KNOW IF ILL PULL THRU
I WISH U KNEW....I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING U....
I CANNOT CRY BECAUSE I KNOW THATS WEAKNES IN UR EYES
IM FORCED TO FAKE A SMILE A LAUGH EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE
MY HEART CANT POSSIBLY BREAK WHEN IT WASNT EVEN WHOLE TO START WITH
AND NOW I CRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
BECAUSE OF U ILL NEVER STRAY TO FAR FROM THE SIDE WALK,
IVE LEARNED TO PLAY ON THE SAFE SIDE SO I DONT GET HURT
I FIND IT HARD TO TRUST NOT ONLY ME BUT EVERYONE AROUND ME
I TRY MY HARDEST JUST TO FORGET EVERYTHING
BECAUSE OF U I TRY NOT TO LET ANYONE IN.
BECUASE OF YOU, I AM AFRAID...
LETS TALK THIS OVER ITS NOT LIKE WERE DEAD
WAS IT SOMETHING I DID WAS IS SOMETHING U SAID
DONT LEAVE ME HANGING IN A CITY SO DEAD.
U WERE ALL THE THINGS I THOUGHT I KNEW AND I THOUGHT WE COULD BE
ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT U WERE THERE
THANKS FOR ACTING LIKE U CARED
AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS THE ONLY ONE
ITS NICE TO KNOW WE HAD IT ALL
THANKS FOR WATCHING AS I FALL
THANKS FOR LETTIN ME WE WERE DOOMED.
U WERE EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED
WE WERE MENT TO BE SUPPOSE TO BE BUT WE LOST IT
SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING...
I MISS U
I MISS U SO BAD
I DONT FORGET U
OH ITS SO SAD
I HOPE U CAN HEAR ME
I REMEMBER IT CLEARLY
THE DAY U SLIPPED AWAY WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WONT BE THE SAME.
I DIDNT GET AROUND TO KISS U GOODBYE ON THE HAND
I WISH THAT I COULD SEE U AGAIN, I KNOW THAT I CANT,
I KEEP ASKIN WHY
NOW UR GONE
SOMEWHERE I CANT BRING U BACK.
NOW UR GONE
SOMEWHERE UR NOT COMING BACK.
THE DAY U SLIPPED AWAY WAS THE DAYI FOUND IT WONT BE THE SAME.
I MISS U...
I CANNOT FIND A WAY TO DESCRIBE IT
ITS THERE INSIDE
ALL I DO IS HIDE
I WISH THAT IT WOULD JUST GO AWAY
WHAT WOULD U DO IF U KNEW
ALL THE PAIN I THOUGHT I KNEW
ALL THE THOUGHTS LEAD BACK TO U
BACK TO WHAT WAS NEVER SAID
I CANT HANDLE THIS CONFUSSION
IM UNABLE
COME AND TAKE ME AWAY
I FEEL LIKE I AM ALL ALONE
ALL BY MYSELF
I NEED TO GET AROUND THIS
MY WORDS ARE COLD
I DONT WANT THEM TO HURT U
IF I SHOWED U I DONT THINK U WOULD UNDERSTAND
CAUSE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.
IM GOING NO WHERE, IM GETTING NO WHERE... TAKE ME AWAY...
IM SITTING HERE ALONE UP IN MY ROOM
AND THINKIN BOUT THE TIMES THAT WE'VE BEEN THRU
LOOKIN AT A PIC IN MY HAND TRYING BEST TO UNDERSTAND
I REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT WE DID WRONG WITH A LOVE THAT FELT SO STRONG.
IF ONLY U WERE HERE TONIGHT, I KNOW WE COULD MAKE IT RIGHT.
I DONT KNOW HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT OUR LOVE,
I WAS BORN TO MAKE U HAPPY
THATS THE WAY OUR LIFE SHOULD BE.
I DONT WANT TO CRY A TEAR FOR U SO FORGIVE ME IF I DO.
ID DO ANYTHING
ID GIVE U MY WORLD
I WAIT FOREVER TO BE UR GIRL
JUST CALL OUT MY NAME AND I WILL BE THERE
JUST TO SHOW U HOW MUCH I CARE...
NOW, DONT JUST WALK AWAY, PRENTEDING EVERYTHINGS OK, AND U DONT CARE ABOUT ME,
I KNOW ITS JUST NO USE WHEN UR LIES BECOME UR TRUTH AND I DONT CARE...
U TOOK ALL THERE WAS TO TAKE AND LEFT ME WITH AN EMPTY PAIN
AND U DONT CARE ABOUT IT.
AND I AM GIVING UP THIS GAME AND LEAVING U WITH ALL THE BLAME
CAUSE I DONT CARE.
DO U REALY HAVE EVERYTHING THAT U WANT?
COULD U LOOK ME IN THE EYE AND TELL ME THAT UR HAPPY NOW,
WOULD U TELL IT TO MY FACE OR HAVE I BEEN ERASE
ARE U HAPPY NOW?....
OF ALL THE THINGS I BELIEVED IN
I JUST WANT TO GET IT OVER WITH
TEARS FORM BEHIND MY EYES BUT I DO NOT CRY
COUNTING THE DAYS THAT PASS ME BY
IVE BEEN SEARCHING DEEP DOWN IN MY SOUL
WORDS THAT IM HEARIN ARE STARTING TO GET OLD
FEELS LIKE IM STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN.
AND IT SEEMS THAT I CANT LIVE A DAY WITHOUT U.
AND ITS HURTS TO WANT EVERYTHING AND NOTHING AT THE SAME TIME
I WANT U.
GOODBYE TO U
GOODBYE TO EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I KNEW
U WERE THE ONE I LOVED
THE ONE THING I TRIED TO HOLD ON TO....
WELL U SOLD MY HEART AND ILL GET IT BACK.
I GOT U TO LISTEN BUT IM SHOUTING LIKE BROKEN GLASS
BUT I THOUGHT WEED BE DIFFERENT
I THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD LAST.
I WAS UR GYPSY THROWING DIAMONDS AT UR FEET
DRIFTING ROUND U LIKE A SATTALITE
I GAVE U EVERYTHING U NEEDED.
HOW CAN U TURN AND WALK AWAY PRETENDING EVERYTHINGS OK,
HOW CAN U TRUN UR BACK
TELL ME WHY U LEFT ME LIKE THAT?...
HERES THE THING
WE STARTED OFF FRIENDS
IT WAS COOL BUT IT WAS ALL PRETEND
UR DEDICATED U TOOK THE TIME
WASNT LONG TIL I CALLED U MINE
ALL YOU'D EVER HEAR ME SAY WAS HOW I PICTURED ME WITH U.
HOW CAN I PUT IT
U PUT ME ON
I EVEN FELL FOR THAT STUPID LOVE SONG
HOW COME I NEVER HEARD U SAY "I JUST WANNA BE WITH U"
I GUESS U NEVER FELT THAT WAY
U HAD UR CHANCE
U BLEW IT OUT OF SITE OUT OF MIND
SHUT UR MOUTH I JUST CANT TAKE IT
SINCE UVE BEEN GONE
I CAN BREATH FOR THE FIRST TIME
IM SO MOVING ON
THANKS TO U I GET WHAT I WANT.
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